What I feel right now!

Umm.. I feel happy, sleepy,confused, lazy, full(after a heavy b'fast and hot chocolate, tired, great etc. AND I am wondering... how can one person feel all these things at the same time? :P

The girl who fell in love...

This is a story of a girl who fell in love.
she met a boy once, she met him twice and thrice
she met him every week,they didn't at all speak.
One day they spoke, just normal stuff..
and later they parted and it was the end, she thought.

About three months passed, she met him again.
still it was normal, she met him every week again
This went on for months and still it was nothing new.
she focused on books coz that's what she was supposed to do.

Exams came and went, she forgot all about the boy,
the boy she kept on meeting every once in a while.
They were never going to meet again, I bet that's what she thought,
till she met him again at an unexpected place.

They spoke more than two,three words,
they spoke for a while.
She knew he was so much like her
they had been separated by a mile.

After this they became friends,
and talked for almost everyday
and she was falling for him,
so much she could not say.
She liked him more and more each day
she didn't know how to get out of his way

Once again it was time for them to part,
the boy left the country and it broke the girl's heart,
but fate didn't want them to lose contact
they kept in touch,thank God for the internet!

It has been two years since he's left
and they are still friends
friends I think they'll be
until the end of time............

Tired.......

I don't like it when life gets too complicated...

But guess what? I have too much of work to do lately... There is not a single minute of the day that I wish I could lie on my bed and sleep forever. I don't wake up fresh anymore. If I wasn't me, I would be dead by now! I can't really complain though coz I've made myself like this.. I try to do so many things at once and make it so hard for me. What is wrong with me? I was never like this.. I never let my life get too complicated. But then I guess i'm still alive and kicking.... that means... it's not as complicated as it seems to be.

I feel so tired....but I will some how hold on till December............

Dogs...

I've met people who love dogs, hate dogs, who are scared of dogs, who think dogs are alright as long as they are out of reach etc. I love dogs. However there is one dog in this world that I don't like. That is our neighbor's black pomeranian dog. Every time I step into our neighbour's shop, I hear the deafening bark of the black beast inside. (Sorry for calling it "beast" but he really is a beast). So far he has bitten around 6 people who went to buy goods from the shop.

That dog is 1/5 of my size and yet never forgets to bark while I buy the stuff from the shop. It doesn't stop barking till I walk a few miles past the shop. It really annoys me. I'm sure no dog hates me as much as our neighbor's dog. I don't know why it hates me so much! I have never even said anything to that dog. It just doesn't like me I guess. Thank god that dog is inside the shop and not outside. I fear if he ever gets out from the shop, he will surely bite me. There's no doubt about that. I can see the hatred in his eyes. :(

I love dogs. I really do. But then what can I do if our neighbour's dog doesn't know that? But who cares? As long as my dog loves me, I'm o.k. :) Oh well, loving, caring and giving food is not enough when it comes to dogs. I realized that today. I have been neglecting our dog for a while. Yes, I play with him everyday but haven't taken him for his vaccinations in months. Today while playing with our dog, he jumped and his tooth hit my lip. It started bleeding and when I went to the doctor she said that I will have to get all the rabies vaccines. (Serves me right for not taking good care of our dog. )

I don't mind getting vaccinations. What I fear is that the nurses at the hospital will blast me for not taking the dog for vaccinations on time. Oh help!!! Guess taking care of a dog is not that easy. Unless you can take care of it, you shouldn't keep a dog. Guess this was a good lesson for me. I guess I should rather say this "is" a good lesson because I will have to get vaccines for 2 weeks. Wish me luck! Hope it won't be that bad. And I will take our dog to the vet as soooooon as I can.

Rain...

Ah rain... some love it and some hate it. It depends on what rain gives people and what it takes away from them. I like rain. But then it depends how hard it is. For example... if there's thunder and lightening,I don't like rain. When I was around 7 or 8 years old, I used to hate it when it rained in the evening. Near April it used to rain so hard every evening. I used to be really scared of it. I still don't know why. The only place I felt safe was my own bed. No other person could make me feel better when it rained. However,the moment I hear my mother's voice and the knocking on the door, I always used to feel that my savior has come to my rescue. When my mother was around, I was never afraid of anything...not even the horrible thunder and lightening.

There are other sweet memories of rain though. I remember my sister bringing Cream Crackers and Cheese on a tray when it was raining and we used to eat it happily. I guess that's another thing that made me forget how scared I was of rain.

It took a few years for me to realize that thunder was not bad. It was lightening that killed people. All this time lightening used to be my friend. I thought lightening helped me to know before it thunders. It gave me time to cover my ears. Funny isn't it?

Well, though I speak as if I am not scared of thunder anymore... hmm... I am still a little scared. I mean.. I can walk around the house if I have to..but then, I still prefer to lay on my bed covered with my bed sheet. :D Somethings never change. I just hope I won't be like this forever. I need to grow up!

My favourite song quotes!

* "Sometimes it feels like life has no meaning,but I know it'll be alright in the end"
- Keep on moving-Five

* "I'm searching for words,what can I say to make you see?"
- Until the time is though-Five

* "All my life I prayed for someone like you and I thank god that I finally found you"
- All my life-KC & JoJo

* "Even if I was blind,i'd still see you as mine"
- We can make it- Code Red ft. Asha Bhostle

* "I know you don't believe it,but I didn't mean it when I said goodbye"
- Goodbye- Steps

* "There are moments that you can't deny what's true,like an ordinary day, like when I met you"
- I've got you-Nick Carter

* "If you were right and I was wrong,why are you the one who's gone?"
- I'm still here-Vertical Horizon

* "Keep in mind,we're under the same sky"
-Kiss the rain-Bille Myers

* "One moment in time is all the time we need to make a difference"
-We are one-Westlife

* "Is it your smile,or your laugh or your heart? Does it really matter why I love you?
- Everything little thing you do-Westlife

* "In my heart I paint a picture and I swea that's where i'll be"
- I shall be there-B* Witched

* "I've never been the praying kind,but lately i've been on my knees,praying for a miracle...just a reason to believe"
- Hold me-Savage Garden

* "Time is the healer,time moves on, time don't wait for anyone. So,tell me you'll be back,but that will take sometime. I'm waiting..."
- Krishna-Colonial Cousins

Never Say Goodbye!

Never say goodbye
because a person is never really gone,
till you keep the person in your heart...
he will never be alone.

Only say goodbye
if you can't keep him in your heart,
say goodbye if you don't care,
or if want to forget the times you shared.

I believe that goodbye
is just another word
which doesn't have any meaning..
until your own death has occured.

Life

There's much more to life
than we think there is...
It's like the ocean we dive
but the depths we've never seen.

Oh the things we take for granted,
the things we never see...
till something really happens,
we just let those be.

Happy are people whose minds are strong
for sad people,everything seems to go wrong.
Don't worry problems aren't for long..
coz the sun will shine, after the storm.

Life is unpredictable
so,i've heard them say.
If it was predictable...
would you want to live anyway?

My favourite place

How do I describe my favourite place?
The place I have never really seen?
Only in my imagination,
to that place I have ever been.

The bright sun,green mountain and trees,
a waterfall,birds and the bees.
The cold wind that makes me freeze...
Oh! Take me to that place for real,please.

I dream of this place sometimes at night
Oh! how nice. What a beautiful sight.
If I search for this place,someday I might
find this place,where the sun shines so bright.

I listen to a song from far away.
In my bed,as I lay
to my dream,I softly say
I will go to this place,I will. One day....

Why?

Why does my mind go everywhere
when I want it to stay?
Why am I suddenly speechless
when I still have words to say?

Why does a dream look so real
and reality so much like a dream?
Why is life a river
and not a little stream?

Why do I don't do somethings
when I am given many chances?
Why do I have so many questions
when all I seek are the answers?

Why do I sometimes feel miserable
and wish I was invicible?
Well,things never go your way I guess
coz things in life are unpredictable.